4th June..!!

 4th June, 2017. It was a normal Sunday. Attending a social function, eating high calorie food there, rest in the afternoon, playing football in the evening with my son, cooking, shopping and so on. In fact it was a perfect Sunday. And still something was pinching inside me. As such I avoid writing something dull, but that doesn’t mean I think perfect all the time. 10 years before on the same date I started my career. And I can not expect anyone to remember this, not probably even me. I don’t aspire to become a CEO of my company, but my work matters to me. It undoubtedly is a very important part of me. I thought I don’t do full justice to either my work or my family or my son. I just keep juggling. And in the state of disappointment, to divert my mind I opened a phone to surf something random. And the very first thing I noticed was that it was a Dasham(10th day of month in Hindu calendar) and Sunday. Dasham - Lord Parshvanath’s tithi and Sunday –His day. Me – His tiny stupid devotee and You – my Divine Guiding Light. I smiled big just when I was about to cry. Stupid me. I forgot again. Oh Lord, You have given me so many things and I still complain. You have given me more than my caliber. You have given me more than I could ever ask for. I juggle but You do not let any of my objects fall. I complain about not giving justice in one area, but I fail to see what all You have given to me. In the midst of absurdity, I felt the pinch of Abundance. It takes time, but I come on track. My divine light... Keep me wrapped up in your caring grace. Give me more wisdom and keep me attached to You all the time.